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After a few hours, that’s quite a few stories. I will try to put together a book based on these various tragedies. I would probably add some historical information on the vaccine tragedies of the past. I’m not sure exactly where this project will go or how the book will evolve, but let’s get the ball rolling. If you would like to share in more detail (it will all be confidential until you decide your story will go into the book), please email me at dissolvingillusionsbook@gmail.com

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My daughter was born normally and was developing normally. In fact she was advanced compared to others. Then she was severely and permanently injured by vaccines 17 years ago. She lived the first half of her life as a vegetable and the second half as a toddler. I would gladly share her story for a book that will open the eyes of any remaining unsuspecting and trusting parents. I'd give my life to regain hers.

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To say that’s tragic is an understatement! Can you share what you have, and we’ll go from there? You can email me at dissolvingillusionsbook@gmail.com

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I certainly will. I will need some time. As you would expect, caring for my daughter consumes most of my time.

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Of course! Good luck with your day!

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im"sure. did you eceiveanycompensation , i understand many injured since the new vaxine have got nothing manyonly bills fortreatment

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Sorry, bud. I didn't notice your question earlier. We did not receive any compensation. At the time, we were not aware of the vaccine injury court. By the time we learned of it, we were told it was too late to make a claim. The vaccine injury court was a big scam anyway. Few were able to collect, and the money was dirty. At the time, I was still naive and would have accepted a claim award. It would have been insulting to my daughter, and may have even corrupted me. Today, I am glad I didn't participate. We spent nearly all of our own savings trying to help Rebecca. I own the harm I caused her by not standing more firmly against the powers. For that I beg God and Rebecca for forgiveness. Other than that my hands remain clean, for which I thank God.

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mmr?

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MMR was one of the injections. Sadly, she was given two others that same fateful day, so it is impossible to know which caused it. All vaccines have the capacity to cause neurological destruction.

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cdc hidthe linkmmr and autism ' vaxed. gone forever

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@gusman My wife reminded that MMR was NOT one of the injections my daughter received. That was my mistake. I did not otherwise edit my first reply, but I did want to correct the record.

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In 1965 I received the polio vaccine via a sugarcube. Within 48 hours I could not walk on my left leg. I was (at 6) admitted to St Paul’s hospital in Vancouver BC. I was there for 3-1/2 months in a body cast bring administered penicillin drip. I was finally allowed back home and left leg grew normal after that. From the antibiotics I suffered many health issues over my life- many autoimmune disorders and eventually breast cancer. I did not do any poisons/ no chemo- or radiation- I have been healed for 20 yrs- NO docs for 20 years 👍🏼

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I lost control of my legs around that time too. Doctors called it "growing pains", lasted about a week, stayed home in bed.

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Doctors called it "growing pains". they have noideanow global deaths in the milions bit it c'cantbe explained/

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So sorry to hear of your plight. Congratulations for your strength and resolve to reject all forms of pharmakeia snake oil and heal yourself from cancer. Praise God.

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I am willing to share this here. At the age of 10 1/2, I had a vaccine (possibly a tri-valent Dpt) and had a severe adverse reaction beginning that night which lasted for three days before subsiding. My left arm swelled up to the size of my thigh from my shoulder to my hand and became very red and hot. I had a fever of 105 degrees, nausea and vomited many times over the course of those three days. To this day (I am 69) stress will bring on nausea and vomiting.

Needless to say, I have never had anything since injected into my body.

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Can you share what you have, and we’ll go from there? You can email me at dissolvingillusionsbook@gmail.com

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Have you tried working with a homeopath to see if you might be able to lessen the reaction to stress?

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Ongoing.

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Different kind of story:

I took my youngest to the pediatrician for her 13 year old "well visit." This would be summer 2022. The doc noted my daughter hadn't had a covid shot. I politely said we were declining. Doc then asked if I knew anyone who had had an adverse reaction. I looked her in the eye and said "yes, several."

She had no followup question on that.

Then she announced it was time for her Gardasil shot. I said we were declining that, too. There was some back and forth but I remember she said, " well okay for now but if you still refuse next year we're going to have to have a conversation."

Fast forward to summer 2023. I declined HPV shot again, explaining that there are multiple lawsuits pending due to horrific side effects, efficacy against cancer is unproven, and 2% of recipients develop autoimmune disease. Doc said "that's anecdotal. You don't understand science."

Next visit is next week. My daughter hates that I talk to the doctor this way. Someday perhaps she'll understand.

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That's a courageous stance! However, I would ask, why are you going to these people anyway? They are supposed to provide you with a service, not be an abusive authority figure. Why not seek out health from a different person or learn how to manage health yourself?

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Wife's a normie. Still trusts the establishment, goes in for annual physicals.

However, we all remain unjabbed.

It's a long game. I try to lead by example-- eggs every morning from our own chickens, no frankenfood, and if I've told her that short of a compound fracture, I'm done with docs for good.

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🎯

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“You don’t understand science”. Some serious gaslighting in that statement. As someone who bought into the “healthcare” model (a complete and utter misnomer) to the detriment of my daughters years ago with regards to the HPV vaccines, if I had to do it over again, I would NOT bring them to “well child” visits as that was also quite the misnomer. Anyone who attempted to gaslight me with “you don’t understand science” would be someone I’d cut ties with immediately. Used car salesmen are good at gaslighting….health providers should not be good at it. Just saying…

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Stand strong for your daughter! I’m a physician and have convinced my children not to vaccinate my grandchildren. You are right to resist vaccines; you are a blessing to your daughter!

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Do not budge on vaccines. My daughter had the HPV shot and developed sclerosis out of the blue apparently. She had her 13 year check up and the doctor checked her spine perfectly normal and straight. Takes the HPV shot 3 months later and develops scoliosis. She did not have a big growth spurt as she didn’t grow much after her 13th birthday.

Unfortunately I came to learn about the dangers of shots too late for my children. I began investigating only when my neighbours little boy who is absolutely beautiful and smart developed severe autism. Needless to say it’s horrifying.

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Would you be willing to email me so we can keep in touch as the possible book evolves? I hope to get quite a few detailed stories and assemble them for the world to read. Thanks! Have a good day. Email: dissolvingillusionsbook@gmail.com

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mmr

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Why go to the doctor???

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I'm a social research interviewer - and one young lady I interviewed as part of a cohort study was 18 and heading to university, but was struck down by a mystery illness - she was a fit athlete, but ended up bedridden - all tests were negative - another woman I know is a 40 year old teacher and mother who has been off work for months with a mystery ailment.

I do not know anyone who got sick or died of Covid itself.

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i know 6 gotcovid or st all recovered no 'longcovid

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Both of my daughters were injured by the Guardisil vaccines. Both developed Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis and my oldest developed epilepsy additionally within 6 months of HPV vaccines.

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Can you share what you have, and we’ll go from there? You can email me at dissolvingillusionsbook@gmail.com

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😔

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A workmate of mine died the same day he got his third shot. He was 47, slim, didn’t smoke. I would see him in the lunch room; he usually had something relatively healthy (a container with rice and vegetables). His brother in law works in the same place. He said after leaving the hospital where Scott got vaccinated, Scott said “I feel really bad, we need to go back to the hospital.” He died in the car. A student of my sister, 19 years old, died in a single car accident after

a)getting vaccinated

B)playing tennis

I can provide the names on request.

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Health problems my whole life. In addition to all the usual vaccines, had all the hepatitis ones when they came out in 80s/90s. In 1980s also had a series of desensitisation injections for dustmite allergy, which surprise, surprise contain aluminium! Drinking silica water for the last few months has helped heaps. Unbelievably so.

COVID vax adverse reaction - which i didn't realise the cause initially. Sensory sensitivities off the charts, agoraphobia, cognition severely compromised, POTS (I had it before the shots but it got SO MUCH WORSE post shots).... This experience woke me up.

Also have a kid story but don't not comfortable sharing it here (book ok after checking with spouse!)

Prayers for all those sharing stories here and all the vaccine injured.

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Do you make the silica water, or is there a brand you use ?

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I believe Dr Exley has said you cannot make it (though there are people who will try to sell you "make your own"). Depends what's available where you live. Where I live I can only get Fiji water, but it's certainly made a difference. It comes in plastic which I don't like, would prefer glass. All the best.

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Thank you

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What condition are you treating and describe the difference please. Thanks.

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Ones involving neurological damage. Differences include greater cognitive capacity, greater flexibility and emotional resilience. Less emotional lability.

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Cucumbers are also high in silica.

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I make my own silica water and used if for two years. Search for Dennis Crouse and silicade and you'll find the recipe. Dennis is a PhD in chemistry from Harvard. He and Chris Exley disagree on whether it can be homemade. I did see one silica water study where the researchers made their own using sodium silicate - which is part of Dennis' recipe.

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Will do!

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My children are in their 40's. As a new mama well baby checks were set up but unbeknownst to me they were to insure the jab schedule. My Son has ADHD and has self medicated since a teenager for it, my daughter has autoimmune issues and suffers from hashimotos. Wish I knew then what I know now. The last flu shot I took it put me to bed for 2 weeks turned into bronchitis then walking pneumonia. After finishing the augmentin I had a barking cough for a year. Saw a ayurvedic doctor told him my story and he gave me serrapeptase cordyceps and reishi mushroom. He said your cough will be gone in 2 weeks but its not really gone. You must take for 6 months. 2 weeks to the day cough was gone and I still take to this day

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A friend I work with at the local library told me that her daughter developed juvenile diabetes in her late teens after the swine flu shot. That was about 15 years ago.

She thought she was protecting her. After that she stopped believing in vx’s. Neither she nor her daughter has had a vx since

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I’ll ask her if she’s interested in telling their story

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H1N1 vaccine my hospital required for continued employment destroyed my shoulder. They naturally denied it and required it for 2 more years as a term of employment. Shoulder injury was the #1 AE reported in VAERS.

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My daughter was vaccine injured at around 1.5 years old. It is the story I’ve read hundreds of times over the years, developing normally, then a sudden change and regression, lost skills and eventually ASD diagnosis. It was so obvious that family members asked repeatedly what happened to her.

She is 28 years old now. I will never forgive what the medical system did to my beautiful girl, the potential that was stolen from her.

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I was born and grew up my adult life in one of the Asian countries. And I never had flu injections until I came to work overseas 2011. Since it was needed to work in healthcare I have to have it yearly. I’m not a sickly person. I’m 47 I’m not on any regular medications I rarely took Paracetamol for any pain. I don’t smoke and I only drink wine on rare occasions. I never had any surgery.

I have 2 children, one just turned 21 and one is 5. I don’t have any significant medical condition. I never had any COVID 19 injections. Last 2021 I took flu shot in the afternoon at work and the next day I was bed ridden. I was in so much pain all over my body that I cannot get up without help to go to the toilet. The fan in our ceiling when the air touches my skin it was sooo painful. It lasted for a week . It was a nightmare. Then I started to have numbness on my hands and feet. Joints pain that lasted for 3 years. My body was just always in pain. I had multiple test and investigations. Brain scan MRI. Couldn’t find anything that can rule out specific causes. I get brain fog as well and my eye sight also deteriorated. I get shooting pain in my head. And stabbing pain in my left side of my upper back side.

In short that shot, change my life!

And never will I ever again will have any of them and so are my children. I stopped my children having any vaccines because I also suspect my child hyperactive behaviours have been strongly attributed from all those injections he had until 3 years old. He was always sick every week. When I stopped him taking the schedule childhood vaccines he also stop being constantly sick.

And here is some mothers comment and I just copy pasted it here.:

A comment from my son classmate mother who according to the mother recently been diagnosed with ADHD. Her son is 6 years old.

“ I think I’d rather my kid have autism than polio though - we have a lot of autism in my family too so it is hereditary as well. I’m nearly certain I have adhd“

Another mother of 4 which 2 of her children has been diagnosed with autism.

“ I appreciate your opinion but as a mum to a child with autism I find this studies insane and miss leading with the fact of vaccines and vaccinating

My children I work closely with their health care providers in making the right choices in regards to what vaccines my children receive “

- both of these mothers commented these comments after I have presented them with scientific studies about vaccine related autism side effects.

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Hello. Wow, that's an insane story. Would you be willing to email me so we can keep in touch as the possible book evolves? I hope to get quite a few detailed stories and assemble them for the world to read. Thanks! Have a good day. Email: dissolvingillusionsbook@gmail.com

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Roman:

I would recommend documents in the book to fortify text. Evidence against the New World Order. Someday we may be able to put them on trail.

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I was in boot camp, we were lined up for vaccination day.

There were hundreds maybe over a thousand young men, with freshly shaven heads all wearing dungarees and white tee shirts. As the line wound around much like at an amusement park ride, in every turn I would see another recruit who was crying. Finally I said to him, this is not the place to be crying and he preceeded to tell me that not only has he never had a shot/needle/gun he has NEVER seen a doctor. I told him I have had a shot and it is no big deal, and that he will be ok I promised and he settle down and we started talking about were we were from...etc..etc...

When it was my turn to step up, the corpsman hit me on each arm with the gun, I turned to look at the other recruit who was scared and said...see no problem......

Next thing I know I can feel my head bouncing on the cold cement floor of sick bay much like a golf ball bounces, my cheeks were flaming hot and everytime my head hit the cement it was cool on my cheek, everything was dark, I could not speak yet I was able to have the thought that when my head stopped bouncing I was going to pass all the way out and that in fact did happen.

Next thing I rememeber is my boot camp company commander slapping me hard on the face telling me I am ok and getting others to help me to my feet but I was clearly out of it, but I did look back to the other recruit who was scared and now he had even a worse look on his face!

I was given some time to come around before i was back out on the tarmac marching with the rest of the company, but it clearly shook me.

Months later when I was at another command it was time for the flu shot and you had to take it. To not do so would cause the captain to give you a direct order to do so and to refuse the captains order would have led to captains mast or worse.

When it was my divisions turn to go to the central room to get the shot there was a clipboard that we all signed, and then there is the tough guy who rolls up his sleve and says me first. I stood near the back of the line, then decided I had to go to the bathroom, when retruning back to the room to get the shot someone stopped me to ask about something that was being worked on and I went to help. No one ever said anything to me and if they did I was going to say so and so grabbed me to finish up a project, but no one ever did. At my next command which was a ship it was that time. The whole division marched up to sick bay and I basically played the same scenario of sigining the clipboard then quietly peel out the room full of loud boisterous sailors, I went back to one of my work spaces and went to work.....no one ever said a thing and I never told anyone and I have not had a vaccine since boot camp august 1982.

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Wow! That was an interesting story, to say the least. Did you suffer any negative consequences from that first boot camp bunch of shots?

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No...other than falling flat on my face with all my supposed shipmates just watching me fall and no one helping.

I knew right then and there I should have never joined the United States Navy.

Avoiding vaccination could have had severe consequences but I did it and that may be my proudest moment of my time in the military, I certainly am no hero nor do I need to be thanked for some kind of service where those thanking me cannot identify what that service was, if it was ethical, moral, a crime...etc...etc...

As for negative consequences, being that I have not had a vaccine since and have always been adversed to pills, medicine,pharma, I have not polluted my bloodSTREAM over my lifetime and have maintained good HEALth and as you already know work and eat from an Amish organic farm.

Facts are no group or flesh and blood men/women in the history of 'mankind' have been experimented on more than United States Military Personnel...there is no close second!

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The positive consequences seem to be an awakening!

Amish Farm... may I ask what state you are in? PA? We're thinking about possibly starting a farm in NH.

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Yes I am in Pennsylvania and I appluad your thought of farming.

What type of farm are you interested in starting?

and yea I guess that is a positive consequences from what was clearly a negative consequence. Who knows what I agreed to when I signed on the dotted line, but one thing is for sure you sign up, you get shot up.....no and, if or butts.

We were lined up in cattle chutes basically, where a corpsman on each side hit you with the gun with who knows what.....we were told by the company commander we do not get paid to think so none of us did.

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An organic, regenerative, community-centric type of farm with various staples such as potatoes, beans, etc. Chickens. Also, a variety of herbs and mushrooms to make a variety of different healing items. Obviously, that’s a real basic outline.

Yup! You’re not the first military person who’s told me about getting in line and being hit with a barrage of shots.

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I like the basic outline, sounds like a good plan and would not needs as much land as one would think.

Ever hear of Joel Salatin?

Give him a look..........

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somuch painhere& all for profit sick

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The DPT Vaccine gave me crossed-eyes (strabismis) sp? when I was 4 yrs old. Had eye surgery for it at age 6. The flu-shot landed me in the hospital 3x, when I was 13 yrs old. I couldn't move after the shot as my muscles were too painful.

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Wow, horrifying stories. Would you be willing to email me so we can keep in touch as the possible book evolves? I hope to get quite a few detailed stories and assemble them for the world to read. Thanks! Have a good day. Email: dissolvingillusionsbook@gmail.com

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Need to post this in the big Facebook groups dedicated to this topic. There's a Canadian one with 50,000 members.

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got tobe careful with fb. cia book

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Hi Roman,

Do you know about this movement/organisation, Jab Injuries Global? https://jabinjuriesglobal.com

Not sure where they are based? There are subsidiary Instagram profiles, like Jab Injuries Australia etc https://www.instagram.com/jab_injuries_australia?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

Maybe contacting them with your request might give you some more stories? global@jabinjuriesglobal.com

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My daughter had a vaccine injury. Six month shots brought her home and fed her. Then she had explosive diarrhea. Then she took a nap as usual, but didn’t wake up. Because I was nursing her I knew when it was exact time to feed her. She ate, but she never opened her eyes. The cycle repeated for a full 24 hours. I’ve often wondered if she would would’ve died of SIDS if I wasn’t nursing her.

About 2yr and 9 months later, she was diagnosed with cancer. Neuroblastoma. That was after six months of the pediatrician gaslighting me and telling me her symptoms were normal. I finally left him when he told me she was manipulating me and Wood ruined my life. She was diagnosed that day in an ER as probable cancer. Conformed the next day by bone marrow biopsy.

She lived another 37 months.

One thing I remember, was getting surveys in the mail from Children’s Hospital, Philadelphia, where my daughter had her bone marrow transplants.

Those surveys were long and essentially asked about every possible toxin there could be in the house, yard, and garage. There were no questions about vaccines or food on that survey, but they wanted to know about every hair product, every new carpet, every lawn care, item, every window cleaner, etc.

They knew then cancer was from toxins. 😢💔🙏🏼👼

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In 1970 they rolled out the measles vaccine to our Montessori school. We all had to stand in line at the end of the day and get jabbed and then leave school. I stood at the back of the line with the Horsehead Girl. We both stood there crying, afraid to get jabbed. We could see the jab wasn't the usual hypodermic needle -- it looked like a microscope with two prongs/needles. Suddenly it occurred to me to just run towards the Exit whilst covering the place on my arm that would have been jabbed. I ran out of the Exit crying and found my mom in the parking lot. She asked to see the point of injection and I showed her and she was puzzled by the lack of bleeding. I just shrugged it off and changed the subject.

I never heard a word from the school about missing my injection. You'd think they would have had a checklist and clearly saw my name was not checked off, but I guess not. You'd even think the Horsehead Girl would have told them I had run away without getting jabbed....but apparently not. I then worried for the next 50 years about getting the measles...until I found out the Germ Theory was a refuted hypothesis.

And then in 1973, age 9, they rolled out the measles "booster". My mom took me to the doctor for the jab. He wanted to jab one of the cheeks of my ass but I felt embarrassed to show him my ass, so he jabbed my left thigh. Later that day, my thigh swelled up like a balloon and I felt feverish. However, the next day I was scheduled to fly 1st class all by myself to my grandparents in St. Louis for the whole summer, and I was so chuffed about it that the fever and swollen leg did not reduce my excitement.

I had to have a wheelchair to get through the airport -- and that was fun!

It took a couple of days for the swelling to disappear, and the fever only lasted about a day. But again, I was so happy during this adverse event, so happy about flying on a plane for the first time, so happy about escaping my parents for the whole summer....the adversity could not bring me down. So yea, it was an adverse event, but not a tragedy. And it was the last vaccine I ever received.

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Several friends lost and my mother injured but of course there is no proof it was the vaccines.

I wish it could be proven but I’m sure it will never be.

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I am also trying to collect vaccine injured stories!!! KCM.interventions@gmail.com

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I had my covid jab in my left arm and my rheumatoid arthritis immediately flared in my left wrist. It remained like that until I received a steroid jab.

I was forced to take a second one to travel abroad so I had it in my right arm. My right wrist immediately swelled up.

As my rheumstologist has retired I was then fobbed off for two years as regards a steroid injection. First being given steroud tablets that make you fat. This makes rheumatoid arthritis worse. Then I was given an injection directly inyo my wrist which did nothing.

When I announced I was going to pay to have the injection in Turkey I was given one. It has helped a lot.

Interestingly in a conversstion with my vet he was of the opinion that young medical students are told not to use the injection. Cheap and effective is not favoured by big pharma.

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i personaly onlyknow 1 and of another but hhaventmetthem. both withMotor neurone disease both x2 AZ now in court in uk. letssee the outc,omeot that think of the lawers they cabuy. likepfizer they can tie it up for years and theprosicuterswill run out of money

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Yes.

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imlocked out of fb too much truth

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